Gnosis Notes #25
10/11/2024, 11:43am, Friday, First Quarter, Capricorn, 29°.
Fucking let them. It is no longer your storm to carry. It never was your storm, to begin with. You chose to be the cyclebreaker. The One. The nail in the coffin, so to speak.
You are building a new foundation, moment by moment and choice by choice. But this time it is different. This foundation is not built on the backs of the people and things that hurt you. Instead, it is built on the rocks and hard places where you survived. With rolling boulders of challenges, most of which you thought you faced alone, you learned the lessons.
This foundation is built on all these lessons that you have learned by chipping away at the layers of conditioning as you unfucked yourself. Now it is time to pour the concrete and level the surface.
Let this new-found stability be the balm on your life through this shift. Let it fill in the spaces, connect the lessons, and give you time to ground yourself in this new timeline.
Trust that everything will happen how and when it is meant to, and the only thing you have control over is the present moment. Choose the path of least resistance and most flow. Your abundance, gifts, and blessings will be able to come to you that much quicker.
Allow the time it takes to lay the concrete and harden the foundation to close the gap between your current self and your most authentic self. That is why you can only see 10 feet in front of you most days, and sometimes less. If you knew what was coming, your ego would take over and focus on lack. It would highlight what you currently don’t have, making the gap seem larger than it is. It is not about the thing itself; it is about the feeling that thing wakes up inside of you.
Keep making choices that make you feel alive.
“No more counting dollars; we’ll be counting stars.” - One Republic, “Counting Stars.”
Be the one counting the stars. The one focused on the things that make you happy instead of the things that make you focus on lack.
Money is energy because everything is energy. Tangible money carries the energies of lack and scarcity because that is how we are conditioned to see and experience it. Never enough, always wanting more, working for more.
Pray over your money and finances like you would your loved ones. Love money unconditionally and celebrate all the blessings and the other types of abundance around you at that moment. See the love bloom and expand. You don’t have to have a certain dollar amount to be happy. Just continue to be open to receiving and trust that everything is working in your favor.
You’ve done the work and put in the hours. Release the “worker bee” and “ladder climber” energy. You are now finding flow. Continue to process your grief so it no longer hinders you. Every time you follow your passion instead of your desperation, you pour more concrete.
You want to write? Write.
You want to nap? Nap.
You want to eat? Eat.
You want to play? Play.
You are the only one who can choose your path. We are supporting you in any choice. That is unconditional love. You have support when you learn the lessons and celebration when you make even the smallest shifts in alignment. The change starts inside with the choice to choose differently.
By choosing to let go of the past, you will unblock gifts and move into a state of balance. This is your new definition of “work.” This is your time.
THE CARDS:
The Empress
5 of Cups (rev)
8 of Pentacles
Ace of Wands (rev)
4 of Pentacles (rev)
Bottom of the Deck: The Hanged Man
Perceived delays are not always a negative thing if you remember there is no “good” or “bad,” only “is.” Trust fall.
xoxo, Jess