Gnosis Notes #26

10/14/2024, 10:42am, Monday, Waxing Gibbous, Pisces, 11°.

"God, I need a favor.” - Jelly Roll

You choose when to engage. You are the only one responsible for making the decision and taking your next step.

You are not responsible for how others perceive you.

Let them see you as selfish, obstinate, opinionated, hard to handle, proud, rich, abundant, and wealthy. Let them form their own beliefs from their current location on their healing journey. It is okay not to agree or like how they talk or act. That is an opportunity where you can grasp deeper alignment within.

Do what you need to do, and so will I.

This is a big part of throat healing. Abandonment healing. Rejection healing. Allow yourself the option of allowing yourself to be perceived by others who don’t think like you. No one thinks like you, so you’re already being perceived for your differences. And that is okay.

Now you are more aware of it. You are noticing the pattern sooner rather than later. That’s because you’ve removed blocks around your intuition placed there by your wounded ego for protection. Your gut has always had the answer and shown you the way, but it was always clouded by your ego and wounding.

The scales are balancing again. You’ve become more comfortable making moves from your gut and noticing when your ego tries to move in. That is why things are moving fast, but you are okay with it. It is not a chaotic movement from your past thrusting you forward anymore, seemingly against your will. It is a co-creation with Source. Chaos is still happening around you, but the more you lean into the peace of your authentic self, the less chaos can get into your space.

You are leaning into your uniqueness and learning how to be okay with it. You don’t have to like everything about you to accept yourself fully. You can love something in the moment but also see its potential. Just keep the mindset in focus. You can only be grateful for the moment if you stay in the moment.

Procrastination is a myth.

When the brain and body are ready to do something, they will. It will be easy. It will flow. That’s why strict schedules and firm structure do not work for you. It wears you out because you are forcing activities and interactions that are not in alignment.

The more you lean into your life’s purpose, the less you’ll have to choose. You’ll have trust and clarity because you know those reside internally. Not externally.

Sit with the choices until you feel the “fuck yes.” Use the “fuck no” reasons to continue deepening your healing journey. Every moment is a lesson if you choose to see it as such. Remove the blindfold and assemble your unique puzzle, one piece at a time.

THE CARDS:
Strength (rev)
4 of Pentacles (rev)
Judgment
6 of Cups (rev)
2 of Swords (rev)

Bottom of the deck: Page of Wands

Stay curious.

xoxo, Jess